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i just want to stop crying

i just want to get out of here

i just want to turn 19 and people be nice to me for a change… for one day

i just want to feel complete, instead of missing all the important things

i just want to come home

i just want people to be able to understand 

i just want clarity and confidence 

i just want my hard work to pay off

i just want to be able to not do homework every minute, for a change

i just want to be able to have a life

i just want to see your face and hear your voice and feel your embrace

i just want some icecream

i just want to have play and not all work, i am a dull boy?

i just want to get over all this wanting and be content, i need to be

i just want a puppy!

i just want to treat others better than i am treated

i just want to be able to take care of myself and my health & sanity

i just want to sleep, to rest, to relax, to breathe

i just want to just love God more than anything else, without fail

i just want to not be lonely and sad, even/especially surrounded by others

i just want to stop whining and being a baby

i just want to smile and laugh like i mean it

i just want one real and true friend here… or even a friend here at all…

i just want my daily headaches to stop coming back day after day

i just want to get through with all this 

i just want to feel loved, liked even.. missed, special, impact-able 

i just want to curl up and cry and sleep in your arms forever

i just want my pity-party to stop crashing my life

i just want to be thankful

i just want to be heard

i just want to remember what happy is 

i just want to remember who i am

i just want my wanting to stop

i just want a hug